My sweetest disaster

2011-06-30T18:24:00.000-03:00

5 a.m.

2011-06-11T05:31:00.000-03:00

It's already five in the morning and I just can't sleep. Part of this is because I woke up late, but what keeps me awake is actually my mind that doesn’t want to take a break. I'm not only thinking about that person, that had already burned it a lot, but thinking about my life. There are so many things going on, and at the same time there is nothing. I feel complete inside, because I miss so many things, but missing makes a hole inside too. It's difficult to explain what I really feel, when the same thing can make me so exiting and smiling at some time, and a minute later breaks me down. Maybe it's a human thing, maybe it's a woman thing, maybe it's a girl thing and maybe it's only me. It's hard to define everything and make the right choice when you are the confusion materialized in a human being.

Please...

2011-06-04T10:03:00.000-03:00

Please, don’t stay too long without talking to me

When I know that you are here for me I feel better

Not only because you are an amazing friend

But here, you are the one that make me laugh

Taking off all this pressure over me

You are truly the light that I need when is getting dark

So please, don’t forget me

You once made me believe

And now, you help me not to feel so alone in this strange place.

Depois de tudo

2011-05-29T19:44:00.000-03:00

Se depois de toda a insegurança

De todo o medo

E todo o brigadeiro

De todas as novas descobertas

Todas as risadas

E todas as conversas

De todos os segredos

Todos os conselhos

E todos os tropeços

Se depois de tudo isso vocês ainda estiverem aqui

Tudo terá valido a pena e estará guardado dentro de mim.

Take risks and be happy

2011-05-27T17:22:00.000-03:00

I always did the right thing

Maybe this time I shouldn’t do it

How will I live without knowing how it could have been?

I'm considering take this risk

This time I'll chose not to think.

?!

2011-05-23T08:24:00.004-03:00

A gente não precisa ser irresistível pra todo mundo.
Você pode ser irresistível pra mim.

Guess what

2011-05-19T02:26:00.000-03:00

Guess who I think before sleep

Guess who I want to hold in these cold days

Guess who I really want to see

Guess who is always making my day

Guess who I want to talk with

Guess who always make me laugh

Guess who I miss

Guess who I share everything

Guess who I’m trying not falling in love with

Did you guess it is YOU?

Faça valer a pena que eu faço acontecer.

2011-05-16T14:57:00.004-03:00

Para mim vai valer a pena de qualquer jeito,
e só será diferente, se para você não valer a pena de qualquer jeito.

What shoud I do?

2011-05-09T03:50:00.000-03:00

I'm just so messed up right now
The more I think about it, the more confuse I become
I've change my mind millions of times
I wish it could be so much easier
I really believe that is you who complicate everything
Why can't you just want to be by my side?
It seems that nothing matters anymore
What I was afraid about is already happening.

Why?

2011-05-06T17:06:00.001-03:00

If everybody is under the same sun
Why just some can see it shine?
If we are all brothers
Why we keep hurting it other?
If we were meant to be the only one rational
Why we do so many stupid things?

No more time

2010-03-26T19:04:00.001-03:00

I’m so busy with all these things
I have to find some time for me
With all these trouble who is going to know
All my qualities that I can’t show

I need some time to do something else
More time, no more hurry to do it well
Try sometimes is no enough to live free
When all you need is falling deep

I need some new love, some new plan
What I’ve been doing is just too boring
I’m too young to watch this pass
I can’t wait till there is nothing less

Go to the end of your heart
This is the way to find who you are
And when you finally see that everything you need is believe
Believe in yourself
Cause no one else can take you off this hell.

Confusão

2010-03-02T17:44:00.001-03:00

Nesta sexta-feira um amigo meu que nunca me chama para sair resolveu me chamar para ir para uma balada. Não é muito comum isto acontecer e assim por um minuto pensei "isto não vai dar certo", mas me arrumei mesmo assim e logo ele chegou para me buscar. Ao chegarmos fomos direto entrar, mas como ainda não somos maiores de idade, apostamos na confiança e cara de pau. Claro que eu fui a primeira e logo já passei a vergonha, e inevitavelmente o senhor me fez aquele pedido: “Por favor, o RG”, que maravilha, foi eu mostrar o RG que o moço olhou bem para minha cara e disse:” Não tem 18, não entra nem se faltar 1 minuto."(que ótimo!). Fomos eu e meu amigo embora, lógico, e aí o que faríamos a 1 da manhã? Resolvemos ir andando para ver se achávamos algum lugar para parar, mas já estava tudo lotado. Bom eu estava com um salto bem desconfortável, o sapato saindo do pé em uma calçada impossível de andar. Meu amigo estava morrendo de medo de ser assaltado e reclamando até não poder mais. Não é que de repente começa a chover (melhor impossível para a minha chapinha) e logo o sapato que não parava no pé, saia completamente enquanto meu amigo reclamava ainda mais. Passamos do lado do ponto de táxi, estávamos com a intenção de pegá-lo, mas não havia nenhum e assim desistimos de andar. Resumindo, eu parecia uma bêbada tropeçando e rindo sem parar desta situação, meu amigo acabou ligando para a mãe dele que foi nos buscar e assim foi a minha promissora noite, mas acredito que foi muito mais divertido e inesquecível do que se eu estivesse entrado naquela balada.